And here we are, another day of renewal. I haven’t really been sleeping well. For one simple reason I just seem to be finding myself in a cycle of not being able to plan my time. I have no clue why. The first question I always ask myself is, is there any baggage? Or is there an addiction attached to it? I don’t know, but I need to figure out that pattern. Wait I need to figure this one out.
And now about half an hour later I realized that the reason why I have a problem managing time and also reflects in my finances is the need to get everything done now. This I just realized sprouted from a fear of lack from a past baggage that I thought that I had dealt with. Just when you think the bridge of baggage was submerged it erects its ugly head again with some un-dealt emotions.I’ll be honest; at times it just get’s exhausting. I was just praying today that God would guide me to study the great leaders in the Bible who managed to be prudent with their resources; time and money. I had earlier been directed to read Moses’ and Jonah’s exploits, purely because I was stubborn and hesitant like them to start off with. Well now I am on the path that God has chosen for me, but I need to renew my mind some more and seek the wisdom of the great time manager himself; Jesus Christ. I am reading from the book of Luke. I will keep you all posted on how that goes.
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